Australian Idyll #3: Mark, Moi and Pacific Black Ducks (not dogs, ducks) |
It's almost a month since the last page, when my Ruby died, so maybe there's an unconscious timing to this.
My MOS (much older sister) was here for a visit a short while ago.
She summed up my existence as follows: "You have outstanding social capital." Which I took as a rather withering way of saying I have many good friends. It is true, though: I do have many good friends, several from more than 40 years ago.
How lucky, how blessed and how surprising ...
Note to self: Ask oldest friends why they're still around.
Also while the MOS was here I was bombarded with enough family values that I fell into the trap of defending life and lifestyle ... not a good look for an adult. During the aunschlag I commented that, in my life, "Invention is the mother of necessity".
The MOS, like the queen, was not amused, nevertheless I think it's true,
Here's an example from age eight. The little metal stand from a Barbie doll box can be bent to make a tiny trivet. A stump of candle on the ground beneath. Mix some egg, flour, baking powder and sugar in a tin dariole mold and sit that on the trivet. Light the candle. The bubbling, the smell of burning sugar, the carboniferous blackening of the little mold - voila, the CAKE.
For the same reason, I do not want to be "taught to paint". I want to paint until I know how to do it to my satisfaction, asking people for help and advice as problems arise.
For the same reason, when people ask me what one of my paintings is "about", my answer is, "You tell me". I just know I need to paint them and the content follows on the desire. And I am satisfied that this is the case for many, many inventive people.
So I believe the Grandma Moses-Emily Kngwarreye-Georgia O'Keefe years are not ahead of me - I am already in them ...
Emily Kngwarreye (click here for more Emilys)
Emily Kngwarreye (pronounced 'Kingawurry') was an Aboriginal Australian who began painting when she was 81. She died in 1990.
When there's an exhibition of her work people usually say, "Have you seen The Emilys yet?".
Georgia O'Keefe continued to paint till she was 98. ...click for more
For women who were young in my generation ('70s/'80s) she was erotic and free, her lifestyle bold and expressive. She was married to the photographer George Steiglitz for many years, but not finally.
She was childless and lived the last decades of her life famously in a house of Quakerish austerity overlooking the Mexican desert.
She was childless and lived the last decades of her life famously in a house of Quakerish austerity overlooking the Mexican desert.
Moses fascinates me the most as a painter.
Tune in next time for the shortfalls of an autodidactic nature and the narrow shoulders of giants ...